34 Weeks!!

WoW!! Only 41 days left.....well give or take a few....LoL This journey has been CRAZY! And amazingly the last 8 months have flown by, it feels as if we just found out. The only thing is my belly has gotten bigger and now this little girl can NOT hold still for one second!! The last couple of days have been intense......She has now found herself in the birthing postion, head down and ready to come. Her little feet and hands have been quite busy. Constant jabs to the ribs is never very comfortable.....BLAH!! And she pushes out harder and harder every day as if she is waiting for me to push back. It is very interesting!! So I play this little pushing game with her. Hehe I think it's so neat to be able to feel her little feet and knees and hands, I mean I can't feel them in detail but I know it's them!! She amazes me every day with how big and strong she is getting. It's weird to to me sometimes.........she's not even here yet but I already feel as if in some way she is.....just hiding in my belly. ;0) Every day I imagine what she will look like, well more like who she will look like. LoL If she will have red hair, how long and big she will be, and even some of those scary things. Like will she have my asthma.......allergies......maybe collic?? I mean I know every mommy to be probly wonders and worries.....right....?? But my excitment is growing with every passing day, I can't wait!!!

Ultrasounds From HELL!!!!

So today was my fifth ultrasound, the first two I had were just fine, but my last three have been some of the WORST experiences in my pregnancies thus far!!! As I lay there, about five or ten minutes into it my whole body starts to break out in intense sweats and then the nausea hits and hits hard!! OMG!! The first time this happened I was laying there and didn't say anything, but the tech looked at me and said "You don't feel good do you?" I didn't want to make a big deal about it and make him stop, but honestly I almost threw-up on the poor guy. He TOTALLY understood, and explained to me what was happening. I thought it was just me!!! Nice to know it wasn't. He said as the baby gets bigger, sometimes when you lay on your back, the blood vessles to your brain get pinched off by the weight. (That does not sound good :0/ ) It's known to cause dizziness, sweats, and nausea, sometimes bad enough to where you throw-up. WOW!! Some of the things that come along with being pergnant.......LoL It makes me feel SO BAD though!!! Not being able to enjoy wathching her :0(.. But what can you do!?! Anyways.....even though I got sick today it was an AWSOME ultrasound. I think it's so amazing every time I go in to see what has changed and how much she has grown!! It blows me away knowing that Dameon and me have created something so special!! Today the woman told me she is now 4lbs or more and I am able to see her better. I have been told by all my doctors and ultrasound techs I have met, she is a VERY active little girl!! Hehehe She moves SO MUCH sometimes it's impossible for the tech to get a good view of her or the doctor to get her heartbeat. I blame her daddy!! LoL SUPER active daddy = SUPER active baby girl!!! Hehehe He's one of those people who can't sit still long, well if he's not playing video games!! Hehe I also got to see one of the SWEETEST things today, the tech, at one point, was actually able to get a good view of her face and I could see her opening and closing her little mouth, like when they eat baby food. OMG!!! My heart melted!! So sweet!! and AMAZING!! Hehe I know I am such a nerd when it comes to my daughter. I get SO EXCITED with everything having to do with her even though she's not born yet....Hehehe I can only IMAGINE!! what I will be like when she's here!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!

For Starters!!

So..........This is the BlogSpot.com!! I have to say this is all quite new to me so it may take me awhile to get into the groove. So much has been happening in the last 10 months, it feels like my brain just might EXPLODE!! I have met one of the most amazing men on the planet, became pregnant with our little girl, met the new additions to my ever growing family, moved 3 times, sent my new found love off to Afghanistan, and met a bunch of new friends!! As little as it may seem, there has been SO MUCH involved!!! I don't even know where to start.........Well I had just moved back into my moms house when I met Dameon in late Sept. 2009. What started out as a SUPER AWSOME friendship soon became more and then we started living with eachother. Little did we know our baby girl was soon to be on the way!! As much as a surpise it was to find out I was pregnant we both were very happy and excited that we soon would be bringing a new life into this world. As soon as we found out, so did our family and friends. From there I started to meet my new family!! I have to say they are some of the most amazing people in the WORLD!!! I guess I know where he got it from!! Hehe They welcomed our child and me with open arms and I couldn't feel more blessed. So far they have done as much as they can, even being so far away, to help and be there for our new family. I thank you guys for that!!! Mostly his mother Neva and father Ed, two people who have amazingly HUGE hearts!! Soon sad news was upon us.......Afghanistan was yet calling him back again for another tour, and might I add, 6 months early!!! Not something we had planned on happening. From what we knew he was going to be here to watch the birth of our beautiful little girl, but Afghanistan had other plans. So it seemed like as soon as I had met him I was already having to say goodbye. Late March this year is when he was shipped out and then again I came back to live with my mom!! It's now been almost 2 months that he has been gone.........but man it seems like a life time!!! From not spending a moment apart to not seeing eachother at all was a HUGE!! adjustment. I can honestly say the moment I left his side the day he left I knew I wanted to spend the rest of our lives together!! The tears didn't stop falling for days.......I never knew I could feel like this about someone. It's one of the most amazing feelings I have ever had!!! So far it has been really hard not having him here to see our daughter growing within me, to feel her kicks as they get stronger and watch my belly as it gets bigger. But I do try my hardest to not let him miss a thing!! I send pictures and video so he can hopefully feel closer. As much as it saddens me to not be able to have him go threw this wonderful experience with me, I can't even imagine!! how he must feel. I can say for me this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through, even with all the support from our family and friends and there's much more to come!! Hayden will be here in a hopeful 57 days and the EXCITMENT will just be beginning!!! I am impatiently waiting!! Hehehe

So far this is a small look into our new family and life together. I will try to post pictures and information as much as I can!! And I want to say "Thank You" to all our family and friends that have been there with all their love and support!!! And to my amazing other half, Dameon you mean the world to me!! I could not imagine having this little girl with anyone else, I know you are going to be the GREATEST DAD!!! in the WORLD!!! As each day goes by I fall more and more in love with you!! Keep up the great work over there, stay safe, and we'll be waiting for you when you get home!!! I LOVE YOU!!!