For Starters!!

So..........This is the BlogSpot.com!! I have to say this is all quite new to me so it may take me awhile to get into the groove. So much has been happening in the last 10 months, it feels like my brain just might EXPLODE!! I have met one of the most amazing men on the planet, became pregnant with our little girl, met the new additions to my ever growing family, moved 3 times, sent my new found love off to Afghanistan, and met a bunch of new friends!! As little as it may seem, there has been SO MUCH involved!!! I don't even know where to start.........Well I had just moved back into my moms house when I met Dameon in late Sept. 2009. What started out as a SUPER AWSOME friendship soon became more and then we started living with eachother. Little did we know our baby girl was soon to be on the way!! As much as a surpise it was to find out I was pregnant we both were very happy and excited that we soon would be bringing a new life into this world. As soon as we found out, so did our family and friends. From there I started to meet my new family!! I have to say they are some of the most amazing people in the WORLD!!! I guess I know where he got it from!! Hehe They welcomed our child and me with open arms and I couldn't feel more blessed. So far they have done as much as they can, even being so far away, to help and be there for our new family. I thank you guys for that!!! Mostly his mother Neva and father Ed, two people who have amazingly HUGE hearts!! Soon sad news was upon us.......Afghanistan was yet calling him back again for another tour, and might I add, 6 months early!!! Not something we had planned on happening. From what we knew he was going to be here to watch the birth of our beautiful little girl, but Afghanistan had other plans. So it seemed like as soon as I had met him I was already having to say goodbye. Late March this year is when he was shipped out and then again I came back to live with my mom!! It's now been almost 2 months that he has been gone.........but man it seems like a life time!!! From not spending a moment apart to not seeing eachother at all was a HUGE!! adjustment. I can honestly say the moment I left his side the day he left I knew I wanted to spend the rest of our lives together!! The tears didn't stop falling for days.......I never knew I could feel like this about someone. It's one of the most amazing feelings I have ever had!!! So far it has been really hard not having him here to see our daughter growing within me, to feel her kicks as they get stronger and watch my belly as it gets bigger. But I do try my hardest to not let him miss a thing!! I send pictures and video so he can hopefully feel closer. As much as it saddens me to not be able to have him go threw this wonderful experience with me, I can't even imagine!! how he must feel. I can say for me this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through, even with all the support from our family and friends and there's much more to come!! Hayden will be here in a hopeful 57 days and the EXCITMENT will just be beginning!!! I am impatiently waiting!! Hehehe

So far this is a small look into our new family and life together. I will try to post pictures and information as much as I can!! And I want to say "Thank You" to all our family and friends that have been there with all their love and support!!! And to my amazing other half, Dameon you mean the world to me!! I could not imagine having this little girl with anyone else, I know you are going to be the GREATEST DAD!!! in the WORLD!!! As each day goes by I fall more and more in love with you!! Keep up the great work over there, stay safe, and we'll be waiting for you when you get home!!! I LOVE YOU!!!